CHRISTIAN WOMEN WHO HAVE A DEEP RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LORD:
YOU LOVE GOD, SO WHY DO YOU STILL FEEL STUCK IN THE SAME EMOTIONAL, SPIRITUAL, AND RELATIONAL PATTERNS?
IF THAT'S YOU...
Join this free 2-day experience for Christian Women Who Are Ready to Examine Their Story, Discern the Themes Beneath Their Pain, and Encounter The Lord in the Suffering, Others Try to Fix or Minimize
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Wednesday, May 13 and Thursday, May 14 at 11 AM PST/2 PM EST
Join me for a free, 2-day guided live experience where your faith isn’t questioned, but what’s been driving your reactions finally starts to make sense—
and you begin to understand why this keeps happening.
This experience is live and intentionally not replayed
If you feel like you understand the truth of God’s Word…
but aren’t experiencing the kind of change you long for
this is your invitation to do things differently.
Live only. No replays.
Hello, I’m Paris.
A trauma-informed mentor and spiritual director who works with women navigating the tension between what they know to be true, and the pain they are experiencing in their personal lives.
I care deeply about creating spaces where women don’t feel rushed, fixed, or overlooked.
I have spent years in the Word,
in consistent prayer,
in Biblical counseling,
doing everything I had been taught should work.
And yet... there were moments that would completely shake me.
Some did not seem that big on the surface, but left me overwhelmed, shut down, or questioning what was going on spiritually inside me.
This is me, I want to understand what's happening inside
And what I realized is this:
You can love God deeply,
be rooted in truth…
AND still feel stuck in pain and suffering you don’t understand.
Not because something is wrong with your faith.
But because there are parts of your story
that have never been seen and named
You have been calling it a faith issue, but that may not be all that’s happening.
And why nothing you have tried has actually worked.
Because if it were just about “praying more”, this would have changed by now.
Instead, it feels like—
→ lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying a conversation you can’t fix
→ hearing your own tone shift mid-sentence and thinking, “why am I reacting like this?”
→ sitting in quiet time, Bible open… and still feeling distant from the Lord
→ shutting down or over-explaining... again
And the part no one says out loud?
You are doing everything you have been told to do.
Praying.
Quoting scripture.
Trying to stay grounded.
But your chest still feels tight.
Your thoughts keep looping.
And the same responses keep showing up—just with different people.
Different conversation.
Same shutdown.
Same spiral.
So you start wondering…
“Why does this keep happening?”
“What’s wrong with me?”
"Am I not trusting God enough?"
"Why can I not reconcile the Lord's promises and my experience in day to day life?"
Here is what is actually true:
These are not random reactions.
They are learned behaviors—formed in moments you were never taught how to process.
Which is why, trying harder in your faith has not changed them.
But what if…
this is not about trying harder—
but about what has never been fully seen?
The grief you brushed past.
The moments that shaped you.
The quiet vows you made without realizing it:
“I’ll never be hurt like that again.”
“I have to hold it all together.”
“I can’t trust anyone with this.”
And instead of trying to fix it, avoid it, or pray it away…
what if you had a space to finally slow down,
to listen,
and gently uncover what is actually there, with the Lord?
Because what He is doing in you has never been about fixing you.
It’s about being present with you in the parts of your story you have never fully understood.
Right in the middle of it—
where nothing feels clear yet.
The same God who saw her in the wilderness…
sees you here, too.
And this is where everything begins to shift
Wednesday, May 13 and Thursday, May 14 at 11 AM PST/2 PM EST
Live only. No replays.
At the core, reconciliation means this:
What was once whole,
doesn’t feel that way anymore.
But it can be restored.
And this is what God is doing:
restoring what’s been fractured,
through Jesus.
Not just in theory.
But in real lives.
In real stories.
Including yours.
And the invitation?
To begin noticing where He is already at work—
and learn how to walk with Him there.
is a 2-day guided experience to help you finally understand:
→ why your reactions feel bigger than the moment in front of you
→ why conversations linger in your mind long after they end
→ why your connection with God can feel close one moment… and distant the next
This is not surface-level encouragement.
And it is not a space where your pain is rushed, minimized, or explained away.
This is where you slow down—long enough to actually see what’s been driving your reactions, instead of questioning yourself every time they happen.
Because once you can see what’s actually happening—
you stop spiraling
you stop blaming yourself
you stop asking, “what is wrong with me?”
…and things finally start to make sense.
For many women, this is the first time they ever do.
DAY 1:
Where Have You Come From?
Finally understand why you keep reacting the way you do, even though you love God and know His Word.
We will uncover the patterns, grief, and protective responses formed in your story—so you can see why certain moments still affect you so deeply and stop questioning if something is wrong with you.
DAY 2:
Where Are You Going?
Learn how to walk with God inside your story, instead of fleeing from it.
You will begin to respond differently in real time...not by trying harder, but by understanding what has been driving your reactions all along.
Is not:
another Bible study,
where you leave with more notes… but the same reactions
a mindset workshop,
that teaches you what to think, while your body still reacts the same way
more information,
to try to apply when you already feel overwhelmed
or quick answers,
that never actually reach what’s underneath
It is a guided experience:
where your story is slowed down,
so you can finally notice what has been there all along
your themes of harm and goodness are gently uncovered, not judged, rushed, or “fixed”
and God meets you—
right in the middle of what you have been carrying
not past it
not around it
…but within it
What women experience in this space
If you have been trying to move forward, but something keeps pulling you back, this is where we begin to understand why
this is your invitation to do this differently.
Not with more answers to memorize
But with clarity,
and the Holy Spirit.
Wednesday, May 13 and Thursday, May 14 at 11 AM PST/2 PM EST
Join Seen in the Wilderness
This experience is live and intentionally not replayed.